Flower at my frontyard. im not sure whats the name if it

i cant say no to this..oh goodies..oh yes Kenny Rogers..

My best friend gave birth on April 12th Saturday. And i wasnt there!! Where the heck was i...well i changed my number,and i forgot to tell her...and her husband did smsed me...but yeah pending. so on sunday night she smsed me saying "jen,ko kat mana?aku dah bersalin ni.laki aku sms ko pending" and i screamed.WHAT!!! i cried a bit... i really want to capture the baby and her after her delivered..and i missed the moment.. . i was there on her engagement day,i was there on the wedding day...but i lost in world map when she gave birth.. so i visited her on tuesday with my friend,couldnt make it on monday as i worked late. i bought a baby chair in car an some clothes for him. i want to buy the stroller too,but off budget yes, if i have my own baby,i'll pamper him/her with gifts. . ok here few pictures.

ni ler edit ntah ape ape . ape pun,the groom are funny.

Its been days..
i've lost in the middle of puzzle that we created
everywhere i turn all i see is darkness
cant see, cant touch,cant hear,
i feel numb
i force myself to the limits
my body screams "stop!! u hurting urself!"
but i refuse to listen

its been days
if i could turn back the time,i would
and undo all the doing
To Allah Almighty,Allah that always listens,always help,always love me..
please give me back the happiness..the colors..the joyful of life..



Suzane
March 1st 2008 1.13.am

the caption said it all....im in my worst condition...

Macam tahun2 sebelum ni,pelumba-pelumba letour mesti lalu depan taska i,this year pun sama gak la.so,the kids along with the teacher get ready early at 10pm.we waited for 2hours.tapi i frusted sangat,i lupa bawak dslr. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh sungguh frust! but,i had to captured it. i had too! gambar2 diambil menggunakan my phone aje,so noise tu toksah cite la.bila pelumba2 tu past our school,they dont even waves at the kids...poor kids.and when they heard about the accident 50m before the finnish line,here what they said "tu le tak lambai kat kita" hahahaha. but, the media,did waves at us,and that make them happy . so,since gambar2 i memang kualiti teruk,i kenala edit.edit pun ala kadar aje...takde mood nak edit lebih2

shes interested in photography too. .nampaknya dslr i ni kena sorok dah la,sbb dia dah pandai on/off.abis di tekan nanti.anyway,here is few pictures that she took and couple of pics that i took when she in action. hehehe

sorry , dah lama tak upload pictures kat sini,maklumlah i ni super busy girl..hehehe ape lah yg busy sgt tu ye.i dah lama tak ambil gambar skrg ni.nanti lah bila i ada masa.hehehe.

Pendaftaran ni dibuka kepada kanak² yang tinggal di Kuantan or yang tinggal di kawasan berdekatan SAHAJA
kalau kat kelantan ke,terengganu ke.. or luar dari kuantan,sorry la ek. hehehe
dont worry, tenaga mengajar telah di tauliahkan dari Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat dan mendapat kursus dari KEMAS sendiri. , and me aha, cikgu rock? no comment.
the enviroment are pretty like in the picture, kids pulling other kids hair..etc etc..BUT thats
how kids behave, right?its just the phase of growing up they need to learn something and explores things.If things gone bad,explain to them why they cannot do that instead of saying no, that makes kids more eager to do it again (agree?) or said the opposite words. its always work.But if things out of control...are we allowed to screams? hahaha,if u want too. . BUT dont do it often,because they just might stop for a min and then they'll scream and shout louder than u.Children learn while they play,so let them play but watch over them.
I like it when parents understand our works,and trusted us with their kids.Willing to understand why we did it..its not we beat them, NO.i dont believe in beating children, they are innocent,but if they said "ok,kalau anak saya ni nakal sgt,rotan ajer cikgu",then maybe..maybe we'll pull the ears..or spank them.*sighs* we try our best not to do that. On the other side, i kinda dislike it when some of the parents put all the blame on us if their child got hurt while playing with others.. we always told them,dont hurt ur friends, but like i said, would they listen?for a while yeah,and parents PLEASE ask us before accusing something.And its so frustrating when we took good care of the kids,tapi bila balik rumah...? Main kat longkang,semak,lalang..etc..the result?Kudis,kutu...aih..still they said kami tak buat keje dengan baik...
Our policy is to help the community,but please respect us because we deserved it.I know some people out there doesnt respect us just because we took care of their kids..but shouldnt it the other way round?
maybe there's some tiny unpleasant moment with parents but its no big deal.because we loves the kids,we love working with them.and there always happy moment with them family like,family's day,parents meeting,bday time etc.
For all the parents out there, please respect ur kid's teacher,even though they're just kindergarten teacher,but they play big roles in giving an early education to ur kids.And we treat them fair and squre, and loves them as our own.
Overral, I love being with them,they're not complicated creature like us the adult. and yeah, i ni memang macam budak² if u ever meet me in real life , so what? that makes me special (sengal hahaha),and u wish i were ur kindergarten back then. hahaha.
Anything regarding to this, just ask me. i love to see if someone want to say otherwise.And sorry if what i said above offend anyone. sumimasen.And if u want to register ur kid, hop in.